Monday, June 15, 2009

Rejoice not over me, O my enemy; when I fall, I shall rise; when I sit in darkness, the Lord will be a light to me. I will bear the indignation of the Lord because I have sinned against him, until he pleads my cause and executes judgment for me. He will bring me out to the light; I shall look upon his vindication. (Micah 7:8-9)
God loves us and forgives our sin. no matter big or small. He saved us from burnign hell and gives us eternal life with Him!! :)) never let the devil get away in telling u that u're unworthy because of ur sins/failures/etc.
if you have no reasons to praise God or worship Him, just think of the cross. of how he stretched His hands and died for us.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

love

God is just so good.
Thank God for the people He uses to encourage me! :))
i feel so loved! hahaha..
Thank you girls :)

Friday, April 17, 2009

exam blues

my books and notes are suffocating me!!
i'm gonna faint soon!
-_-

Saturday, April 11, 2009

what i have learnt today.

1. when personal interest is at stake, no matter how educated you are, u'll still act barbaric. (clearly seen in my hostel when everyone fights to get their dream room.)

2. the favour of the Lord surrounds me like a shield.

3. even when everyone is following the flow of what is 'right' in their eyes, be a difference.

4. learn to see things in God's perspective.

5. the love and peace of God is BIGGER than the tough circumstances.

6. read different versions of the Bible, it really brings new and different insights!!!!

7. i am really kiasu. (i want a single room in my hostel. and i can wake up at 3a.m. just to line up
for it! )

8. eating while driving keeps me awake! hence, i am kiasi.

9. there's no point pushing ur way through some things, ask for His help. shortcut and easier!

10. God's love is just so so so real!

Blessed Good Friday and Easter Sunday! :))

Thursday, April 9, 2009

langweilig!

lanweilig = boring!

i am bored. but i've got lots of stuff for me to do. seriously. but i just want to be lazy and sleep! i know i have not enough time for my studies. but i just don't feel like studying and doing what i'm supposed to do.

that's a not very good testimony also right?

i am bored. having to wait for people to turn up for group discussion is so XIEN! malaysian time is always like that. i stay the furthest from my faculty and yet i am the earliest to arrive! beh tahan!

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i had a great night of fellowship with maggie and isabel (when i'm supposed to be studying). they bought me burger king :)) i love these kinda times together. catching up with each other, sharing some love and laughing at every single things! thank God for friends in uni ;)

Monday, April 6, 2009

updates

today i asked my lecturer about darwin's evolution. ok, he gave me a pretty good answer. actually, darwin's evolution theory is just about animals evolving over time. while actually God still creates the world and He still looks over the process of evolving. it is impossible that the world is evolving without a great manager above looking over. and missing link in darwin's theory is human evolves from apes where this is something added by other scientists later on.

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i was back from camp yesterday. i am homesick and friendsick! haha.. it was a really relaxing and rejuvenating time for me! :)) a break from all the crazy multitudes of assignments and studies. Thank God for rest! i'm more charged up spiritually and physically to go on the fight! i had a great time of fellowship wif jo and a privilege to stay wif TWO AWESOME pastors - Ps. Kelly and Ps. Rachael! talking to them gave me more new insights of how it is to follow our Lord Jesus and obedience in following God.

God spoke to me a lot throughout. i had a great time of reflecting. as i reflect, i could see how faithful God is in my life :))

a wave is just part of an ocean. <3 this phrase!

and yea, i want to love people more!
If we love one another, God lives in us and His love is made complete in us. 1 John 4:12

oh i'm praying for a mentor too! ahahaha..

oh boy, i really do miss camp! hahaha..

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Biodiversity - Darwinism or Creationism?

recently i'm interested in biodiversity esp studies on animals. (so not me!) by just listening to my super knowledgable lecturer's explaination on animals on the sea, land and air, it just amazed me!

our God is really creative and smart! super smart! He knows what is best for which animals.

undersea water kinda fish that uses bullet to attack prey. and the bullet is as hot as the sun! can u believe that? the way snakes eat. now i know why snakes can swallow buffalow! haha.. if only i've their mouth! :p some frogs that lay eggs through their skins. and so many really amazing and wonderful creations! and how each ecosystem works together. it really amazes me! and there're just so so so much varieties! i wonder how long God took to create them!? they're really beautiful!

but Charles Darwin stole God's glory! in UKM, environmental science students have to believe in the theory of evolution. the more i study on biodiversity, the more i want to know about Darwin's theory. i mean, his theory is really ridiculous! but then again, if it is so funny, why does so many scientist believes it? and some of his theory of natural selection and adaptation sounds pretty convincing. even i wondered...

ok. let's just say Charles Darwin said it's natural selection that animals have to adapt themselves under harsh conditions which is why it evolves to another thing. natural selection is better organisms are more likely to survive and become the parents of the next generation. adaptation is an evolutionary modification that improves the chances of survival and reproductive success in a given environment.

for example, a fly from Sweden is introduced to Spain. a fly cannot survive in Spain because of harsh conditions i.e. weather. so the fly will adapt itself to have larger wings eventhough they're not of the same species. it has been proven and tested scientifically too.

so then again, using parallel to human. Asians are generally thinner and smaller because of the food they eat whereas those who stays in Russia are bigger size because they eat pork with layers of fats! so naturally, our body has to adapt to the weather which explains our size also right? but we do not see ourselves evolving.

and of the case of human has the same ancestor as gorillas and monkeys because of many similar traits that we have.it involves looonnnggggggg lonnnngggg time to evolve. ok, putting spiritual stuff aside first.i have a few questions still running in my head. gonna ask lecturer!

1. do we evolve collectively from monkeys to humans? or do one monkey evolve and ba-boom humans! if they evolve collectively, how do they evolve to something like us? why is it that all humans have the same trait? why not like some monkeys mutated wrongly and ba-boom to aliens. we can speak, write, walk, stand, think etc the same way. if it is one monkey evolving. wow. i think it's even more amazing. it'll be the creator of adam and eve then. the monkey must have long life!

(anyway, there's still a missing link on the human evolution. because they can't prove it! it's impossible anyway)

2. the origin of species. terlalu banyak diversity! and the way the complement each other is like so amazing! can evolution really do that? He thought that since natural selection can and does produce slight variations within animal populations it should therefore be able to explain all of the variety we observe in biology. He concluded that since natural selection explains variety, all life must somehow be related, everything ultimately having evolved from some sort of common ancestor. "It is a truly wonderful fact-the wonder of which we are apt to overlook from familiarity-that all animals and all plants throughout all time and space should be related to each other…"

3. how are the good genes selected? there're studies on this but i haven't read it yet.

thinking more ridiculously. and taking the bible into consideration. God created this world in 7 days. maybe God's one day is our 1000 years or more. so during the duration of 1 day, God created these species one by one. making them even more special and giving them more ability to survive on this earth. e.g. 1st hour, He created lizards with 4 limbs. then few 'hours' later, He created snakes with no limbs. so that's why these animals 'evolve'. and so by the time 1 day ends, the diversity is so abundant already. is that possible? then when the second day comes, even more were created! and till the 6th day, humans appear!

and the theory of evolution says snake (no limbs and most successful reptiles) were evolved pretty late. but i'm pretty sure when humans are on earth ,there're already snakes. because it's the sly serpent who tricked eve into eating the fruit wat. hehe.. (ok, i dunno what i'm writing now actually. haha)

Do you think God wants us to prove for him that it is He who created this world and not evolution? Do you think God is sad that some scientist who are created by Him believes in evolution and not creationism?

Let those who have eyes see, let those who have ears hear. (let those who have brains, think!)

but science needs too prove, prove and more prove! it takes faith to believe in God's existence because we can't see Him. but i can feel Him! i always enjoy looking at the sky, staring into the stars, admiring the rainfall, seeing 'our ancestors' jumping around, and yes, all His creations. i have been to few field trips and every trip is an eye-opener. it just open my eyes to see how magnificent and how almighty our God is in creating all these. i could feel His presence through His creations. i never liked bio, but i'm interested in listening my Biodiversity lecturer this time is because everytime he explains something, i would just go, "wow. God! u're so so SMART!"

He is definitely the Creator of all this universe. FULL STOP!

(confession time - i still dun really know much on Charles Darwin thingy, only the basics. next time when i understand more, i will share again! hahaha.. so bear with my crapiness this round.)