Friday, November 6, 2009

Lamentations 3L22-24

Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning. Great is thy faithfulness! i say to myself, "The Lord is my portion, therefore I will wait for Him. "
Lamentations 3:22-24
This verse perfectly describes God's faithfulness towards you and I. May God bless you every morning! Everyday is the day that God has made, rejoice!
:P

Thursday, November 5, 2009

updates

firstly, i wanna thank everyone for ur concern. sorry for the last post for being so emo. nevertheless, God IS ALWAYS faithful! thank God that He really gave me lots of revelations and encouragements during this period of time. He is really the refiner of my character, and my heart! one thing that i really experience is that trusting God is not based on your feelings. the feeling of Him 'being there'. but to have faith that every prayer that you pray, is heard by our real and almighty God. God's just so real that He even know my thoughts!! and He CARES to entertaine my thoughts and my heart's desire even if it's just a trivial matter. but every thought counts and He is a God who cares and loves!

PRAISE GOD for being with me throughout my whole academic semester! :))

thank God for family and friends!

yes, my exam is ending and i can't wait for holiday!!!!! :DDDDD

woot!

Monday, October 12, 2009

i am so disappointed now. it was just few hours ago i thought everything is back to normal, at last! but i am wrong. the strings of bad things just keep on happening. and this is really draining me out for months. how am i going to put up with these again? i really want to stand strong with my own feet again. but why is this so hard? doubts and fears clouded me. and this is really straining me mentally and emotionally. i hate it when ppl come up and ask me why do i look so emo or why am i looking like a zombie. i hate it when testimony time comes around and i do not know what to give thanks anymore.

God, i really want to continue trusting you everyday and surrendering everything into your hands. pls help me to go through this valley of darkness. i know my days ahead are secure in your hands. lead me lord into the green pastures. i love you.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

dreams

dreams. every girl has a dream when they are young.

recently, i have a big dream. maybe it's something that God has planted in my heart. it's this dream that kept me moving and going. it's this dream that has revived the passion that died. it's this dream that made my vision clear once again.

i am so thrilled about this! wouldn't it be awesome if this dream comes to reality one day? by God's grace, it will!!

however it means that you've to pay a big price in fulfilling your dreams too. a dream will always remain as a dream if you do not sacrifice for it - time, love, patience, or even your life.

am i willing to sacrifice them?

:))

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Emo Eater

Joyce came to my hostel room tonight. and since i was too bored of studying and lab reports, i started eating biscuits. without realising, i actually finished the whole box in just less than 30 mins. frustrated, i went surfing and bumped into this really interesting article!! hahaha..
Am I an Emotional eater?

You can discover if you’re an emotional eater by asking yourself a few questions.

There are a number of triggers that can cause us to develop emotional eating patterns. Many of these can be deep rooted and often developed from an early age. We all eat for different reasons, and in today’s society, hunger is probably one of the least common of all reasons. Many of us have triggers that cause us to eat, some of these are:

Food smells nice
Looks tempting
Craving favorite food
Eating is regulated by time, lunchtime, etc
Irritability
Stress
Boredom
Feeling lonely
Other people eating at same time, family, friends party, etc
The list above reveals triggers that may become emotionally related in some way. The trick is to understand and recognize the trigger and work at dealing with the emotion behind it, rather than turning to food to satisfy the emotion.
Questions to test if you’re an emotional eater
1. Do you regularly eat when you’re not hungry? yes! duh! who doesn't?
2. Do you eat large portions and always finish the lot? of cos! it's a waste if u don't.
3. Do you feel like eating when you’re lonely, stressed or irritable? food is my company!
4. Do you crave your favorite food often, and go out your way to get them? YEA MAN!
5. Do you always eat food that looks or smells nice, even if it’s not time to eat? YES!!!
6. Do you feel guilty and depressed after eating a big meal? YESSSSS!!!!!!!!!

Answering YES to more than one of the above questions may mean your eating patterns are likely to be driven by emotions rather than hunger. AND I SAID YES TO ALL OF THEM!!!
If you believe you’re an emotional eater, then try to assess what thoughts you have whilst eating. This can be done by completing a food diary and recording your emotions and how you feel when you eat. Eventually, you may start to see a pattern that seems to trigger your eating habits, at which point you’ll be more prepared to deal with the cause of overeating. It may be best to seek professional help if you’re an emotional eater, rather than starting a new diet plan to lose weight.

A tip would be to learn to eat regularly judged by hunger and not by the clock or any emotional triggers!
OHHHHH NOOOO!!! CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME TO GET RID OF THIS!!???
I am very emotional about this right now!! I need food to counsel me xp

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

thankful

i am thankful for the weather today

i am thankful for the companions that i have in uni

i am thankful for frens who drove me bk to hostel when i'm really in desperate need

i am thankful for people who cheer up my life

i am thankful for people who are always willing to listen to my rumblings

i am thankful that i am healthy

i am thankful for my family who hearts me a lot

i definately appreciate the times when i have to walk back to hostel! enriching moment!

i am thankful for all the bad things that happened to me

last but not least,

i am also thankful for the sound of fireworks eventhough i can't see it. it makes the atmosphere happy!! =D

"Give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus."
1 Thessalonians 5:18

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

lab report

this is what i do when i'm stress.

eating corn flakes!!

last monday i finished one big packet of corn flakes in a day.

now i finished half a packet of corn flakes in a night.

it's all lab experiment report's fault!!!

:p

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