random..

i'm staring blankly at the computer with my mind all blur and just so exhausted! but i can't sleep at all!! which is something very pathetic!! sigh.. have been going out too much dy..

went sungai congkak yesterday.. the water was SO cooling!!! refreshing as well.. enjoyed the natural spa.. but lost my voice shouting and shouting again! haha..

after dinner time, a bunch of the f3 cg ppl came over and we started playing games and all.. tuki tuki game, my all time favourite! and also truth or dare.. hmm what happened has got to be kept p&c.. haha join us next time lo.. but it was a great time of fellowshiping after my one year of disappearance.. slept at 4am!

woke up at 7 plus today.. some of them went jogging at the park nearby dy! respect them! how could they get up!!?? haha..

lunch time was great!! hazel, joanne, farrah and i were in the same car. we were talking craps and joking around.. and all 38 together.. that is what we do best! haha.. during lunch time while sitting, it was really fun.. crapping around and telling stories.. but our story can never finish.. talk half way then change topic cos there's jus so much to talk about!! haha..

christmas is forever prac.. all i could say is HOT!!! the place too stuffy, can't stand it! but great blast of cos! :)

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we had thanksgiving service today in youth force.. so.. i wanna take this oppurtunity to share here too :) there's just so much to give thanks to our Almighty God!

even as i reflect back year 2007, many things had happened.. bitter sweet memories of course.. this year has definately been a very tough year for me! probably one of the worst.. but i thank God for everything..

in the middle of the year, i confess that i strayed away from the right path. But no matter how far i go, i know He's always there watching me, knocking at the door of my heart.. He never fails to send frens to encourage me and remind me stuff during tough times :) even though times are not easy, but i have learnt a lot this year!! and once i'm back at the right track again, i find myself closer to God and loving HIm more.. and the most amazing thing is somehow when i worship GOd, i can really be in tune with HIm and best of all almost listen to Him :) that's really fantastic!

thank GOd for the family that He gave me! my dad who is always so loving and NEVER fail to care for me! He will make 'pao sen' for me every morning and buy lots of vitamins for me so that i wont fall sick during stpm.. and also my mum who never stop encouraging me.. to two of my sisters, they're supportive and definately helpful! haha when i'm mean and ask them help me to take a drink for me, they'll do that! so sweet rite?

thank GOd for the friends that He gave me! i have many friends but these are a special bunch of true friends who will really support me and be with me in this journey of life! you guys added spices in my life!!!!! love u so much!!

thank GOd for the protection and provision daily.. feeding me to the 'fat' beatrice haha.. (ppl, i thin dy la, so dun always say i'm fat! haha)

thank GOd for the tough times.. cos without them i wouldn't be who i am today.. they really moulded me into a better beatrice :)

thank GOd for bringing me through the tough times

thank GOd for the good times as well of course!!!

thank GOd for letting me smile and laugh everyday even when i'm sad.. haha i just love smiling and laughing!! laughter is the best medicine rite??

thank GOd for letting me to enjoy my post stpm time so much..

thank GOd for the good health!! health is wealth.. without health, i can't play and eat any craps that i like.. haha..

thank GOd for loving me and accepting for who i am!!! that's the best of all!! though i have many flaws and weaknesses, He still loves me!

thank GOd for helping me through the crappy stpm! though i really hate it! haha.. but it's over now :)

thank GOd for everything!!!!!! He is just so wonderful!!! Praise God that the sun comes out in the morning, there's rain in the evening, that moon comes out in the chilly cold night.. Praise GOd for making Malaysian., though sometimes i complain bout it but what better place can i be? got 24 hours of mamak to hang out at le!! haha.

PRAISE HIM!!!!!!!!