a new journey of dieting ;)

Even as i look into the mirror when i wake up these few mornings, i am 'disgusted' with the reflection i saw in the mirror. A pallid, round, fleshy face with obvious dark circles around the tired looking eyes. When i looked further down, i am even more sickened! Excess fats enveloping my whole body!! ok, i think i'm talking like i'm aneroxic but yes, seriously! the fatest me was during starbucks period, but now i'm worst than that!! i'm supposed to be thinner when i enter uni, everyone does, except for me! ;(( and yes, i think i look so the horrible now! i feel like squeezing out all my fats! it's so frustrating when u pull out an old pants to wear, suddenly realizing that it became so tight that you've to use all ur strength and might to squeeze in ur tummy in order to button up ur pants! that's how bad it is now!! no wonder my family is ALWAYS nagging n bugging me about it! shattered my self confidence..

and so, beatrice has a goal now! which is to get rid of those unwanted F.A.T.S!!

Since i had a strong urge to exercise (something that i nvr like to do and too lazy to bother doing!), my uni friends asked me to go cycling today. of course, i nodded my head eagerly and so I tagged along as well. Little did i realise that it's going to be such a long journey!! we cycled to the other world of UKM..

up and up we cycled to the hilltop, gosh!! it's really tiring! especially for someone like me who doesn't have stamina. but, i persevered, for the sake of bragging to my parents that i DID exercise!

When we reached to the 'top', wow, i was totally impressed by the view I saw! the greenery that was laid infront of me - trees swaying as the gentle wind passed by giving me a gentle whisper of encouragement. The eye of heaven shone on the lake, giving a clear reflection of the surroundings. I look at myself in the lake, hoping that few months down the road I won't hv such chubby face! haha.. (by the way, that place was ard rumah haiwan, rumah tumbuhan and some kolam that i never heard of)

then, down and down we flew! i love this part, cool breeze blowing against my face. As I was enjoying my 'flying' journey down, I saw my friend flew out and away from her bike and straight to the ground. I was stunned for a moment. She did look like superwoman at first (oops!). Blood gushed out from her face, palm, ankle etc. Worst of all, her favourite t-shirt was torn! disasterous. However, she was really like a superwoman, the next second, she stood up by herself and said it's not painful at all. Amazing huh!? She has such determination to lose weight! haha

about an hour plus, we finally reached our final destination, Kolej THO! i was SO thrilled when i saw the word - KTHO from far! it means that the low stamina Beatrice accomplished an uphill task! haha.. happily i came down from the bike and went to my friend's room for a quick bath and rushed to PERKEB (which means i had to walk, again!). Faster clap hands for me!!! :D

after PERKEB i followed the gang to mamak. it has been a long time since i last joined them. Blame it on exams and assignments! know what happened next?? those who know me well enough should know what beatrice loves - mamak food!! tosai sardin and teh-o-ais limau down the stomach. calories and fats that i burned this whole everning were all gained back within minutes :(

well, now i'm back in my room, totally exhausted and worn out! but i guess it's all worth it ;) dun worry ppl, i won't be so obsessed in dieting that i become aneroxic.. but pls dun tempt me with food because there's a high probability i will be succumbed into temptation! devil, go away! haha.. jkg jkg

this is the beginning of my LONG 'gan fei' journey, i hope it doesn't end here.. (from past experience, it might, haha)

Kudos to beatrice! (self praise is not praise, haha)

great view

resting before we start cycling down again