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hmm..time passes by really really fast..it's mid of february now..can't imagine i've been playing for almost 3 months after stpm!! but it was really nice catching up with frens, fellowshipping, going to camp after camps (one more next week!), hunting for food and all :)) but good times are short..

now serious time dy.. dad's nagging me practically every single day about my future, my career, my university application and all.. sien.. but i really need God's direction and help.. sesat jalan me! :( somebody help me!! quite frustrating sometimes when you see ur surrounding frens flying overseas, busy with college or uni life, doing all the assignments, talking about their future.. it's like everyone knows what they want to do.. except for me! oh ya i did thought of nursing..but once i said that, the fiery objection from my parents and the surprised look from my skol frens really made me think twice or thrice again..

i'm jobless now! well partly is my fault for not finding work until now.. but why must i wait for so many days only the interview call will come esp fitness!..then when it finally came gotta WAIT again for their second call and so on..xien..worst thing is they postpone my interview again due to some unexpected circumstances which arises! crap man.. and on top of all the disasters, my parents will nag again if they see me too freE! aiyo!!

i'm really looking forward to next week's Cross Encounter Weekend!! i think it'll be another awesome encounter with God!! i believe it'll bring my spritual walk with God into another levgel :)) can't wait!! i feel so empty and lost and terrible now.. i wanna be refreshed and renewed!! not that i am dry again after the whole experience in YES but then i jus want more of Him!

overall - xien! haha.. God bless me for my interview tmr!!

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My Stories said…
Jom... To the world of teaching. Haha. Isn't that a job? Hehehe... If lagi berkulat.... Guess gonna be beat-kulat-rice =P

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