Even as i look into the mirror when i wake up these few mornings, i am 'disgusted' with the reflection i saw in the mirror. A pallid, round, fleshy face with obvious dark circles around the tired looking eyes. When i looked further down, i am even more sickened! Excess fats enveloping my whole body!! ok, i think i'm talking like i'm aneroxic but yes, seriously! the fatest me was during starbucks period, but now i'm worst than that!! i'm supposed to be thinner when i enter uni, everyone does, except for me! ;(( and yes, i think i look so the horrible now! i feel like squeezing out all my fats! it's so frustrating when u pull out an old pants to wear, suddenly realizing that it became so tight that you've to use all ur strength and might to squeeze in ur tummy in order to button up ur pants! that's how bad it is now!! no wonder my family is ALWAYS nagging n bugging me about it! shattered my self confidence.. and so, beatrice has a goal now! which is to...
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stop before you get sick of it!
"The Lord will open to you His good treasure, the heavens, to give the rain to your land in its season, and to bless all the work of your hand." Deuteronomy 28:12
wei-li - i've been munching it for a year and i'm stil not sick of it!! hahaha..
cherlinn - haha u know me best, corn flakes is delicious!!
jeff - thx for d verse! food for thought better than food for stomach! :p