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My box

Yet, another painful experience.

I thought by putting myself in a box I will be safe, but looks like the box that I hid in has a big hole in it. Now, I want to place bricks to close the hole. Another cardboard isn't enough because cardboard is easily torn. A glass plate won't work too because it is transparent. But bricks stand strong just like the childhood story we are all familiar with. The wolf cannot blow away a house of bricks but it can blow away a house of straw and mud easily. Ironically, it is hard for me to build a wall of bricks too. Every brick that I have to lay takes a whole lot of strength and tears from me. But perhaps as time passes, it would be much easier. After all, my desired result is that no trespassers will come into my box unless I open up my box and invite them to see what is inside my world of box. It would not be the near future, that I am sure.

So, don't you even come near to my box because inside it right now, is an ugly confused mess. Wait till I clean it, wait till God cleans it, then perhaps, perhaps slowly I will open up my box and welcome you to peep into the fresh new one.

I am waiting patiently for that day to come.

Still, now, I am eternally grateful for guarding angels who stood by my box, securing it from being harmed. Thank You <3

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