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stoning, is what i feel like doing. piling work and endless of datelines make me sick. i am afraid. afraid of the outcome, afraid to face my weakness, afraid to fail, afraid to be laughed at.i want an escape from reality and stress, an escape to a place of serenity,a place of security, a place with love.
"Be still and know that I am God."
i need to be rejunevated and refreshed. i want to run to His arms, that is the place i can find everything that i want - love, peace and security. i know He will always love me for who i am , accept me eventhough i fail, and give me hope when i'm on the verge of giving up. i need you Lord. i dare not face tomorrow if you are not with me. lead me to the green pastures and lie with me by the quiet waters, restore my soul. You're my first love, and will always be mine.
"be still and know that I am God."

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Star Shining** said…
hei sweets. michelle here if u remember wonderin how u r doin?? haven't heard from u for a VERY LONG TIME.
October 25, 2008 at 1:22 AM
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