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trusting Him

trusting God in all things is sometimes not as easy as it seems. it is NOT merely speaking but really believing and claiming His Word and promiseZ. i can be charged guilty of that at times. i do know the bible verses well and can even counsel ppl of how faithful God is. however, sometimes when i'm in a shoe of uncertainty and desperateness, i tend to worry, worry, and worry! which i know is unpleasing to God. which is why it frustrates me even more. cos since i'm worrying a lot, i'm not pleasing God, and there's another thing to worry, which is - gosh, i'm not pleasing God and bla bla bla.

as i reflect back, this week was not an easy week. being caught up with due dates is one thing, but feeling emotionally burdened is another thing altogether. i do not know what really happened that makes me so fearful and worried. even as i cried out to God to take this terrible feeling away from me as it was so burdenful, but day after day, the feeling seemed to be haunting me day and night.

until yesterday, it was during my PERKEB CG in my uni's room. God spoke to me. His peace that is so overwhelming. He reminded me again of trusting Him always. i have been planting lots of seeds but harvesting none. i have been busy planning with what i want to do but forgetting that in everything that i do, it is His will. putting trust in God and not in my own ability. trusting God is about having faith totally and surrendering yourself totally to Him in ALL things that you do. God has blessed me so much today. i'm really overwhelmed by joy.

God will even take care of the birds in the air, so what about us, the precious children of God. trust Him always, in good times and bad times. always stay loyal to Him. Loyalty is not loyalty until you prove it during bad times.

thank God for this day, thank God for His renewed grace and mercy everyday, thank God for his LOVE! ;))

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