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flying daysss..

Time flies just like that. It's a month since I start work. One thing I learn is this. Days pass by without you even realizing it. In the morning you wake up, get ready and head off to work. When you are at workplace, you work till lunch time. After lunch, you look forward to 6pm. Endure the horrific jam and then you are home for dinner. Wash up and do a bit of housework. Exhausted, you turn on the TV to relax your mind and this is the easiest thing to do. Or maybe you grab a book to read or spend time on facebook etc. Time passes by faster when you are watching TV shows and before you know it, it's bed time. Confession time. At times, I even sleep at 830pm cause I am just too free! Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Rebecca Black's song resonates with your mood -FRIDAY, FRIDAY! Then blink Saturday and Sunday went by again. Week after week, it became a routine. Hence, I made a decision.

I am having internship now, so it's more relaxing compared to the rest. For those who wants to climb higher in the corporate ladder, probably they work harder and later, maybe even weekends. It's so easy to be caught up in this whirlpool of working life. But, in the end I am spinning no where. Yes, job achievement wise I might be doing great! However, it's easy to lose the whole essence of my purpose in life that God has bestowed upon me! (ok, sounds grand but still..)

With this, I try my best to spend my nights catching up with friends, reading books, etc. Things that bless others too! This really helps me to shift my focus from a self-centered one to God-centered. Of course, I need more consistency in this. Process of learning.

I am enjoying working life more and more now but of course there're not-so-happy moments but I want to look back and be pleased that I finished the race well, with my big Daddy =).

Comments

Gine said…
:) Yes, never lose sight of God's way, then you are actually living.
Maggie Pey Yi said…
haha exactly! Internship is only half of the day, spend the other half with your passion; indulge in things you love to do! If not, life will only be revolving around work and sleep. No point earning a lot but life without passion. Correct correct? :) haha
Beatrice said…
Gine - AMEN! Hebrwes 12:1-3 =)

Maggie - YES SO TRUE Maggie! So, what's yourss??

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